Child of God joanna koh.

2011-05-21T20:57:00.003+08:00

nah. lots of car shots nowadays. teehee.

I WON'T say SORRY for not updating my blog for weeks!
nah, because i really lazy, and its hard to express it using ENGLISH Lahh!!

just updating just the sick of updating. :D
see ya aliens!
my fb! its public again!
and if you knew chinese, can go visit my another blog..
Click >> 思恩。貝貝

Lots of things channged nowadays.
yea, sometimes its hard to accept but i still need to and i did it!
woots! i'll reach my dream one day.

He is always here.
and little boy also always here.

love,
joanna koh

2011-04-13T20:52:00.001+08:00

weather in Raub, Pahang. :)

its been a long time i dint update my english blog.
i left this behind.. :(

Pencil: I'm sorry Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong. Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

"All my life, I've been the pencil.. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know that one day, all that I'm left with would be eraser shavings and memories of what I used to have..." This is to all the parents out there...

is touched.

love,
joanna koh

2011-01-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

working look! Office Lady. ")

oh hey i locked certain parts of my facebook due to some reasons.
i'll try to update my status here. :)

as usual, working in business now..
and im glad to say that i've learnt tons! ")

there are someone supporting me always.
thx uncle Thomas!
and i met his son, Eric! :)
but im not interested on him. woots! XD

i need to really train my patience on this.
need to accept dad's temper.
oh gosh, its really hard.

i dont wanna get piss off one day.
i mean the real piss off, just pray for me. :D

someone wants a tattoo!
opps, NOWAY! :X

if you dare, show the real you.
actually im kinda piss that you lied and put the wrong on me.
but, so what? thats the past.
just dont do it again.

why there are 3 now?
three persons done the same thing wei.
i thought is abnormal, but it seems like a normal thing. :(

i dont wanna be the targeted one! :(

love,
joanna koh.

2011-01-01T13:47:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2011, YEAH! :)

enjoyed those moments with you guys and girls..
new beginning, here we go! :)

love them, love her, love him..
love HIM! :D

ciaoz,
joanna koh!

2010-12-29T14:23:00.006+08:00

good news and bad news here... :X

my limited edition sony erricsson w980 had been crashed! :(
okay i really love my phone, but at last...
haiy...
YOU're still my baby! im proud of YOU! :D

*a car crossed onto my phone and my inner screen damaged. :(

its really extreamy scary to tell my dad bout this..
he'll wack me i thought..
but at last, i told him, he dint wack me, dint even scold me..
and he did promise me to buy a new one for me.. :)

thx God for it! He worked! He listened our prayers!

yesterday, 28 Dec 2010, i got my new phone..
which is Nokia 5530..
alright, its nice, i love it! :D

really thx for boon for helping me really lots! :D
i appreciate it!
he helped me to buy, he took it for me, and he sent it to my doorstep!
how touched! TT

and you know what?
today my dad told me that he wanna get me an iPhone 3months later..
oh gosh, i dont know whether is true or not..

but i still havent have enough date with my Nokia 5530 yet!! TT

*im not SHOW-OFF-ing.
just expressing my feelings.. :P

i wont let myself to repeat the same mistake again!
no losting my phone again!

love,
joanna koh. :)

2010-12-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

side to side, side side to side..
back to life, back back to life..
eyes eyes eyes, eyes eyes eye..

now now now, now now now now..
down down down, down down down down..

HAHAHAHAHA! :D

check this out! :D

Mr. T / Expert
Chuck Norris / Expert
Bruce Lee / Expert
Bruce Willis / Expert
Betty White / Expert
Al Pacino / Expert
Tinky Winky...............Expert

Jack Bauer / Expert
Jackie Chan / Expert
Darth Vader / Expert
Peter Pan / Expert
Genghis Khan / Expert
Batman / Expert
THE LOLLIPOP GUIIIIIIIIILD / Ya know, I have to tell ya...expert

im waiting for your call. :)

wanna watch Rapunzel!!
desperately!! :D

love,
joanna koh.

2010-12-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

i love to be in family!!!
yea i love you!! :)

ciaoz..

i love him? yea i love him...
i'll feel so good if im not over.. :)

dont kacau me dii laa!!! TT
pleaseeeee.. TT

loveeee,
joanna koh! :)

2010-12-06T11:56:00.003+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

2010-12-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

So let it rain,
Let it pour away,
We wont come down,
Until we hit the ground and pass out!

i miss theresa susanti chan zhao ying! :)
alright she's so special and irreplaceable!!
i love her! :)

alright and too joanna yeong ean rou! :)
she's my dearest babe, irreplaceable!!
i love her! :)

love,
joanna koh. :D

2010-11-26T06:48:00.002+08:00

here's me! :)

oh hey im like so happy now, because NO MORE SEHARAH!
oh yeah! :)

listening TVXQ's 'On & On'.
i missed them, i want the FIVE back.
is TVXQ, not JYJ!

love love love?
sorry ah, i dont really wanna care bout that dii.

just balance it, everything will be alright. :)
Love you! :)

im being blessed here, no worries!
take care!

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

JYJ - Still In Love.

I love him. :)
too much 'second chances'.

I’m still in love still in love but
She’s thinking of everyone but
The very one
I should move on but
Who’s still in love

im alright! study!!! hehehe. :)

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-17T12:47:00.002+08:00

sorry i did it wrong, i mean yesterday.
shouldn't be so emo, just simply thinking.
dont feel any offense huh.
i dont meant that, especially that 'replacement'.
goodness! why i wrote that!!

sorry sorry, hehe.
i'll do what i promised kay?
take care!
see you soon! :)

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-16T15:32:00.002+08:00

i wanna make it clear.
really clear, i lost something.

damn, feeling so bad right now.
what should i do right now?
suddenly feel like slapping myself.
feel that wanna have a long long walk.

felt myself so PERASAN!
ish!
hate this feeling!

ANTI SELF-CENTERED!

joanna koh.

2010-11-16T13:44:00.002+08:00

hope to be like this everyday, everytime.

speechless.....

sort of, sad.
am i really that dangerous?
im not that kind of person!

but nevermind, you will get it one day.
im gald that you will choose to be with me when you need someone.
although just a 'replacement', its alright.

its hard to be positive all the while, honestly.
BUT I NEED!
what to do?! i cant be so selfish!

just let it be, pass it to God.
He will always be my side.

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-08T22:12:00.003+08:00

memories. loves. :)
1st time used so MUCH money on that. :D

im leaving. leaving. LALALALA. :)

i love them.
hehehehe. :D

SPM! after that hows our relationship?
hope to keep in touch always. :(

i missed those time im with jeremiiee RT and kenneth CKC. :X
ouchhhh!!

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-05T20:25:00.003+08:00

i'll EAT YOU UP!
I WANNA TAKE YOU TO, MY ROOM. ;D

When I first saw you I knew nothing's like it used to be
Boy you have got to be the finest thing in history
The way I feel inside is just so hard to understand
You'd be my appetite in ways I can't explain

I'll eat you up
So yum yum
Can't get enough
I think I'm in love

If you move any closer boy there is no guarantee
What I will do to you I fear it and it's scaring me
Like I've become some kind of demon in the night
You look so tasty and I could eat you up alive

Can't stop thinking 'bout all the things I wanna do to you
If you move any closer you'd be asking for it too
I want your love
I need your touch
So much I think I'm in love

com' on! XD
yes you're the one my dear. :)

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-03T18:42:00.002+08:00

actually i dont emo.
but looks like im emo.
oh goodness what am i saying. :X

ya know? just a little cares from him, its just enough to make my day.
but now im afraid to accept his cares, i want it more and more!
and at last, i hurt myself.

i cried because of this, i deleted him.
but at last, he's back.
why we just can act like nothing happened before huh?

im not falling in love though.
its just the warmness are tempting me.

joanna koh see en! what are you doing here!
i feel myself damn stupid right now.
i cant control! i cant pull my mind off!
gosh!

haiy, ok, its enough to release my temper.
time flies, no time to be at here dii.

thx childish boy Channin Goh!
love this:
Dear heart, fall in love only when you're ready, not when you're lonely.

yea i love him, i do love him.
its not that easy to love.

and i missed the other him.
can we meet? huh?

love,
joanna koh.

2010-11-02T19:52:00.002+08:00

SAKAI GIRL!

turing the drumstick.
laughing like nobody's business.

HEHEHEHEHE.

thx to childish boy! :)

SAKAI GIRL!

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-30T12:19:00.002+08:00

today is the day!!
we'll be performing laterrrr. :)

need to be prepared. show out our best!
oh yes!

SD Band!

♥HWK♥JCKM♥LWS♥JKSE♥

the others four, we're waiting for you! :)

im afraid seeing you hurt. :(

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-28T00:50:00.002+08:00

so what? im me! :)

oh ya, lots of memories there. and im happy with it!
im doing the right things and im proud of it. :)

just loving the two boys, the two that i really admire lots!
that im willing to help and share with!
my smiles and tears, caused of them. XD

i wont put too much attention on them and leave the others behind.
i'll balance it. :)

my life isn't miserable!
im thanking everyone that support and leave me.
i learned from there! :)

what bout my friends in my class and school?
just go on, no matter what i have God in my heart.
no offense, but accept! :)
they're still my friend. :)

gotta sleep! brush my teeth and go to bed! :D
he teaches me to brush at night! hehehehe.

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-19T22:59:00.002+08:00

spent rm20++ on my lunch today! :(
but i enjoyed eating with suii. :)
thx!

some results are out! :X
need to be improve again. :)
i knew i can do it! :)
joanna GO GO GO! :)

enjoyed our band practice today also!
they're fun! laughed lots! :)
loves so muchhieee. :)

am i that dangerous? XD

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-16T15:16:00.002+08:00

baby baby baby uhhhhhhhh.
RANDOM! :)

i love him! i love him! i do love him!
:)

yesterday. today. happy. :)
joanna go go go!!

love Bible study. sharing. :)
waiting for laters event. :)

hehehehehehehe.

you two are different. :)

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-14T22:51:00.003+08:00

oh hey, im an alarm clock today! :)
gave someone a morning call. hoho! :)
this is not the 1st time, but i appreciate! :)

nic's night message so sweeeet! :P
just text me 'good night' before you sleep, i love it! :)
i can feel the warmness. hehe. :)

started to do my own revision, its fun honestly. :)
someone is willing to teach me. woohoo! :)
thx much! :)

such a time i dint give someone my hugs. :(
feel so empty, cause hugs will represent my loveeee. :)
but i dint manage work it now. :(

enjoyed yesterday! :)
but tired! :(

someone passed away and may Lord bless him!
Rest In Peace. :)

im trying my best to list down my learning everyday! :)
good habit! :)

nights! im waiting for you. :)

i want you! hoho! :)

if you feel annoyed right, then just tell me.
you still shouldn't put your temper on me right? :)

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-10T20:37:00.005+08:00

Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya.
Meskipun badai silih berganti dalam hidupku.
Ku tetap cinta Yesus selamanya.

Ya Bapa, Bapa,
Ini aku anakmu,
Layakanlah seluruh hidupku.

Ya Bapa, Bapa,
Ini aku anakmu,
Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanamu.

thx nic for his help! ")
glad to be back with my lappy. ")
HOORAY! "D

graphic card damaged, so i cant do whatever i want dii. :(
it will shut down automatically. :(
haiy, just appreciate what i have now. :)

i still got my netbook! ^^

wanted to workout with kiat for a concert.
but i refuse? <--- temporary
i choose not to promise if i cant fully involve into that. ")
must be responsible joanna!
teehee. ♥

mood doesn't swing much!
HOORAY! ")
i can control wei. ") <--- hope so?

actually its just three(3), but i added to be four(4)?
hmm, three better! ^^
i dont want you to be with them. ") <--- wow!

trial! after that i need to study, revision, books!
then SPM! <--- oh gosh.

accounts! :(
feel bad, no confident! :(
help me. :(

next sunday! meet with the co-leader hooi!
make sure im done! ")
HEY!!!!!!!

im as precious as the child of God! ")

love,
joanna koh.

2010-10-10T09:46:00.002+08:00

heyy haa. at sunway medical centre right now. :)
daddy will be discharged later. ")

played with emotional again. :x
hmm actually i dont wish to but i did. :x
failed to carry the pressure and i cried. :x

need to be back right now!

ciaozzz.

love,
joanna koh. ")

2010-10-08T10:53:00.002+08:00

well, i need to say thank you to my darling and seiye.

jerah and kiat. ")

thay really support me alot. ")

i saw it wei! "P

anyway, thx to you.

thx to believe me that i know what im doing. :)

muacksss. "D

i know what im doing? yea i should! ")

although i missed my practice yesterday, but he told me what's happening. ")

and another one asked me hows meeting yesterday! ")

thx for those caring yea. appreciate! ")

i gained something yesterday, its hard to find someone that can really talk like what we've did yesterday night. "D

thx to jeremy chew, danny chen and samantha sia! ")

danny really pushes me lots on my drums. well, that time, i did it! ")

but i've stopped it after i THOUGHT that im done. :(

as he said, music way is not as easy as what we thought.

we really need to put MUCH MUCH effort in it to survive in music industry.

jeremy and me struggling what can we do in future life. ")

and how to take the 1st step?! :)

i think he has his aim after yesterday's talk?! ")

he has three months to boost up his guitar skills! ")

support you! "D

samantha also struggles her work nowadays, but as she said, every morning new strength comes!

need to take the challenge again!

we cant just stay there after we fell. ")

nothing is impossible if we really put our effort in it!

support me! yay! "D

thx everyone. your advices much appreciated! ♥

love,

joanna koh.

2010-10-07T17:01:00.003+08:00

yay! tomorrow dinner with my jun. :)

MAYBE? :x

long time no see, and he's finally back! :)

i do miss him lotss! :)

hmm, maybe italiano food again?!:)

or stick? hahahaha. :P

tonight gonna meet some of my church friends for a talk! :)

im glad i've been invited. "D

gonna miss my band practice later. :(

but nevermind, i'll be back to share with you guys. :)

MAYBE? :x

hey haa im in love with electric guitar and bass guitar's sound again!

it's nice! perfect match with my drums. ")

i'll married a bassist most probably! teehee ")

Drums + Bass Guitar = Husband + Wife. :P

i miss to be a child! phewww so childish! :D

LALA.. LALA.. LALA.. LALA...

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are.

up above the world so high, like a diamond in the sky.

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are. ")

life goes on. hey haa! "D

love you! ♥

Cheers! :P

loveeeeeee,

joanna koh.

2010-10-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

im not the ordinary girl that you thought! :)

love,

joanna koh

2010-10-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

Joanna on DRUMS. =)

ok. the 1st day was passed. :)

suffered abit nii, but everything was alright. :)

at least i dont commit suicide. :x

still got lots of '1 day' to go.

joanna need to be stronger! :)

my lappy was alright! thx to nic. :)

give you a flying kiss. ^^

CHEERS jo!

love,

joanna koh.

2010-10-03T20:38:00.004+08:00

Current Satisfaction

Real Satisfaction?

joanna again, doing the most revision nowadays. :'(

tired. :(

design and design and design.

tired. :(

love design but dislike to design by myself too much!

lack of ideas. :(

joanna go go go!

Music, my path!

DRUMMER, part of my life!

moving forward to professionals.

photographing, hehe. ^^

put God FIRST.

Jeson Ma - Love

Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
But I'ma tell you what true love is.
Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene.
you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself.
Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
Love is when you lay down your life for another.
Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister.
Its even laying down your life for your enemies,
That's unthinkable, but think about that.
Love is true.
Think.

I'll put you in front of me
So everybody can see
My love, this is my love
I know that I'll be alright
As long as you are my guide
My love, this is my love

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast.
It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres.
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time.
Love is the only thing that will last when you die.
But ask the question why? Do you have love?

There is no greater love than this, than he who lays down his life for his friends.
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother,
your father, or your best friends.
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
I'm going to tell you who did that.

The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love.
The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow.
Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins.
That is love He died for you and me while we still hated Him.
That is love. God is true love.

And if you don't know this love,
Now is the time to know, PERFECT LOVE.

love,

joanna koh

2010-09-26T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hey ya I'm using blackberry writing this article. :)
I'm like so awkward using this. Hehe. :)

So oh yea, I know I'm kinda emo nowadays. But FYI everythings alright after awhile.
I'm still joanna. :)

Yea we're having exam nowadays. And I don't really take it serious. :(
I need some help then. Who can help me? TT

Miss to be a young LADY like few days past. XD
That's another joanna! Hehe. :P

I'm waiting CHEN MENG JUN to be back on early of October! Missed him! :)
Italiano Food yeah! :)

And so Nick's Xbox 360!! I want to play!!
He promised to lend me after my SPM.. Hehe. Remember your promised ya! :P

Ciaoz!

Love,
Joanna Koh.

2010-09-21T15:54:00.004+08:00

SD BAND

Lee Zjun Fei

Joseph Chan Kwan Ming

Hooi Weng Kiat

Kuik Yee Ann

Low Wei Shen

Kuik Yee Chin

Joanna Koh See En

Nikki Lim Yuan Ni

DEEP IN YOUR HEART!

JUST DO IT!

WORK IT OUT!

love,
joanna koh.

2010-09-18T23:29:00.001+08:00

JOANNA KOH SEE EN.

starting to in love with digital-ly music. =)
Wang Lee Hom - Do You Love Me!

something like Timberland - The Way I Are.

i'd done a big mistake today, thx to kiat for reminding me.
at first emotion goes down, but when i think deeply, everythings okay!

im a mummy today! teehee ♥
i miss those memories when im young. =)
thx to him!

im gonna be so tired after tomorrow, be ready joanna!

i love them.
i love him.

love,
joanna koh.

2010-09-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

what goes up must come down.

love,
joanna koh

2010-09-10T16:43:00.003+08:00

married. !

i missss him so much !!

i miss his voice. TT

i feel like wanna cry! cry! and cry! but no tears comes out.

suffer. i wanna quarrel with him! yes! now!

oh gosh. my English dropped again. i dont even know how to express my feelings in English. TT

by,

joanna koh

2010-09-03T21:32:00.002+08:00

she's escaping again.

lost again.

yea she's happy.

but once she cant reach what she wants,

she'll escape.

no one knows. and shouldn't too !

she's glad to have him(them).

sometimes its really hard to do something correct.

but she needs to do it.

she needs loves and cares.

and sure, God gave her.

and she wished to love one another too !!

loves,

she - joanna.

...

2010-08-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

i wish once i open my eyes and check my phone,

i'll saw your message..

i dont aspect more, i dont.

but i know i shouldn't, so,

joanna, stop fooling with this!

just a 'night message',

just enough.

love,

joanna koh.

2010-08-07T12:52:00.003+08:00

...

deleted something from this blog cause i know i shouldn't did that.

it wont help if i post that.

yea its enough, i shouldn't get frustrated again
just do my best for my future but not wasting my time here thinking those stupid stuffs.

i just dont like to see those fake smiles from you, tired.

do my best to get out from your life.

=============

i lost my aim, i dont feel good whatever i do.
so aimless, i need them ! T.T

music is a tough way i admit, and im so lazy i admit too.
i dont even put half of my effort in it. gosh =(

i learned to be different me in different situation.
i cant use my own way to help the others.
i need to be a listener, it helps.
no matter what, thanksgiving whatever happens.

i enjoyed those day with you boy, thx for being my friend.
i'll get the right result if im doing the right things =)
trust me.

i love me, him and her.
i need to be positive!
im a child of God =)

if i show my temper on you, maybe im too tired.
sorry if i stopped understanding you. hehe ^^

im not a good girl i knew. but im learning to be.

love,
joanna koh.

2010-08-02T20:47:00.002+08:00

joanna joanna joanna !

she's very blessed all the time. enjoyed her days everyday =)

you must be stronger than yesterday !

support you ! =D

he made my day happy ! thx ^^

dont compare you with the others !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ya cheryl ^^

love,

joanna

babes.

2010-07-18T12:53:00.006+08:00

30th JUNE 2010.

BIG APPLE !

PLAYGROUND !

memories in our mind =)

loves ♥

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh !

2010-07-17T17:58:00.003+08:00

im glad to knew him =)

my lp =D

love him ? hmm ?

adeline J, cecilia L, joanna Y.

my 3 precious gifts from God =)

appreciate.

found job ! thx seiye wk =)

CL, SL, LY, SA

im still joanna !

great experience with HC !

wooo... =P

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

joanna koh =D

i am who i am.

2010-07-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

yea i apologized if i made you uncomfortable.

but i just wanna say that I AM WHO I AM.

everybody has their good and bad.

whatever la, i know im lazy or stupid or what, if you cant stand,

nevermind, i dont expect more, i dont hope this last year we'll have any big matter dii.

you knew that i appreciate you all much, as i know you will too. (right?)

if everybody was not comfortable with me, yea thats my problem i'll admit.

and i'll DO MY BEST to 'repair' it.

so, wanna give me time or not, you decide.

im very sorry IF you feel yourself so stupid to be friend with me,(i said 'IF')

but i know i wont let go so easily. until that day you really fed up and really lazy to bother me,

i'll leave, seriously.

i really thanksgiving for trying to make yourself enduring my attitude.

really thank you. i'll take a really deep think.

thank you.

my english is broken, very broken.

whatever grammar also use wrong dii, but this is the way i communicate with you.

IM IMPROVING.

to really say that, i do love him. i do.

joanna

2010-07-05T15:25:00.002+08:00

they quarrelled =(
part of it is because of me =((

i felt so weird
i must settle this down, Lord, help me please

i love biting !! *RAWR
weeeeeee ♥

i miss spending time with you ^^

love,
joanna

2010-07-01T23:29:00.003+08:00

weeee

im happy !

thx for making me happy !

i love you.

p/s:

she told him that she agreed !

woooo ! =D

one week contract ah dear =]

T.H.A.N.K.S.G.I.V.I.N.G

love,

joanna koh

2010-06-28T17:05:00.002+08:00

oh yea, im just back from cadet police camp =D

its fun !! it help me lots too =)

and im hurt-ed while playing ‘paintball’ =(

seriously pain =( three huge ‘blue black’ on my thighs =((

im in guitar and drum now ^^

yea, practicing and practicing wee

although i've stopped my class but i still need to continue my pratice

joanna koh ! i knew that you can do it ! oh yes !

p/s:

thx to lynn yen for accompany me those 3days

and also to my dear, azamuddin =)

zam, remember your promise !

im waiting for your answer =D

pp/ss:

i can feel the warmness fron you again ^^

i love you =D

love,

joanna koh

2010-06-23T14:41:00.002+08:00

im learning now

promise, i wont ever give up !!

if i cant fulfill my promises,

it means that im lying.

so, i'll fulfill what i've promised

i'll pray so hard and i knew that God will guide me through all my journey.

i really appreciate it !

thx again to weng kiat and joseph that really accompany me all the time.

and too my 4 buddies in school ! =D

love,

joanna koh

2010-06-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

i miss my beloved one badly =(
tomi please control your sex life.

im waiting for the MTV SATGE 2010's tix =D

Lord, please give me a chance to win it !

i love you,
i love you,
i love you,
and,
i love you.

by,
joanna koh

2010-06-09T16:58:00.002+08:00

weeewoooooo =)

im going to camp soonnnn =)

and will be overnight at someone's house...

weeeeehoooo =DD

i dint go camp for a longgggg time.

and now im sooo excited !! =DD

i'll miss TOKIO HOTEL and TVXQ

=DDD

i miss you tomi =D

love,

joanna

2010-06-04T13:58:00.002+08:00

awwwwwww =D

why my life is just so fulled of the J's and K's ?

but i love it. awwwww =D

2010-05-29T10:01:00.002+08:00

hey im back !! tell me that you misses me =)

erm yea had a great great day yesterday C=

suddenly i miss my five one

as they are

CLY, CLPS, SA & TSL

wee, sorry la girls i know im being random here =D

this is the last year for us,

i dont know after 2ndary school we'll spend our time like how we did now or not

so you girls know how i appreciate you all =D

touch leh touch leh, give me tom la !! xD

and so, i miss my married, big head ! =D

joanna koh here =]

2010-05-22T11:34:00.002+08:00

i miss my beloved one

Tom Kaulitz
and too my Bill Kaulitz

=D

joanna koh

2010-05-09T19:47:00.002+08:00

wants his smile

wants his laugh

wants his wink

wants his guitars

wants his love

wants his hair

wants his sandwich

wants his cute

wants his naughty

wants his flirty

wants his concentrate

wants his shirt

wants his pants

wants his caps

wants his bed

wants his pillows

wants his shoes

wants his voice

wants him to sing
*bahle bahle bahle bahle bah bah*

wants his brother !

joanna koh =D

2010-05-05T15:31:00.003+08:00

make some noise !!

=D

tom tom tom !!
bill bill bill !!

and

2G's ! =D

love love love,
joanna koh =D

2010-04-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

a teacher. a student.
i dont know what i've did wrong seriously.
she just scolded me just the sick of venting ?!
yea im damn seriously pain.

is already a week. no meeting each other.
no contacting each other.
damn, i dislike this situation, but what can i do huh ?!

there goes, here comes.
lost and found. hard to take it, tired dii =(

however, still need to thanksgiving for all.
take it positively. it will be okay.

i miss my baobei =(
the white one, the myvi, the baobei =(

by,
joanna koh.

2010-04-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

i'm his honey,
he's my baby.

♥ much baby =D

joanna here !
cakkkk ! =D

2010-04-18T18:01:00.001+08:00

miss me then tell me la !

2010-04-12T15:14:00.001+08:00

sweet couples ♥

had great day with my darling cecilia
feelings back.. oh gosh.. but i know im happy.. weehoo ♥

he's still here, i think ?!
=(

love,
joanna

2010-04-08T15:38:00.002+08:00

fiuu vitttt =D

thx God that you're happy !
weehoooo ♥♥

thx God that we're cared !
heehaaaa ♥♥

thx God that we're successful !
geeyeeee ♥♥

thx God that we're loved !
reefeeee ♥♥

thx God that we're laughing !
gaahaaaa ♥♥

thx God that you're here !
juuwoooo ♥♥

thx God that we're playful !
xiiliiii ♥♥

thx God that i love you !
teehee ♥

thx God that IM JOANNA KOH SEE EN !
weehaaaa ♥

2010-03-27T19:50:00.001+08:00

teehee ♥

i love you.

wee~ hee~ haa !!

joanna =)

yea i dont like it =(

2010-03-24T17:11:00.002+08:00

i dont like those feeling honestly.. it hurts me, do really hurts.

yea i try to let myself not to care bout it so much, but is really hard. you just been missing in a blink of eye.
how could you ?!

im thinking and thinking all along the days, and my heart cut piece by piece..
how i wish i dont ?!

yea a triangle, is just me and him, and where are you huh ?!
where is my third one ?!

come back my dear, please, i miss you.

my post damn emo.
gosh but after wrote it down my feeling is getting better now =)
so, no worries ya
need to ready for my drum class ! heehoo !

tomorrow we gonna meet, give me a good explanation !
if not... hmmmppp ! angryyyyy

your love,
joanna.

hey ha !

2010-03-16T13:02:00.002+08:00

this will be my bookmark ♥

im addicted drawing this =D ♥

however, saw something fun, felt stupid for her seriously.
just like so childish and... erm, i choose to keep it ! xD

ps : not you ah dont simply think xD

maybe i've did it wrongly ? but at least i knew what am i doing.
hey girl, please dont do those stupid stuffs, he wont be attracted =D
keep that feeling. hehe =P

should not be so emo, must define it, aha !

i miss him ♥
teehee ♥

not you not you !!
blah ! xD

joanna joanna and koh see en !
teehee ♥

me and you.

2010-03-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

is you boy=D
i love you.

wont let you go anymore, not ever.
hold tight hold tight xD

gimme back what i want !
alah, joking nii =D

then how 'bout baby ?!
MUAHAHAHAHA

joanna joanna joanna.

ALICE IN WONDERLAND.

2010-03-14T18:27:00.001+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA

watched that movie and was great =)

2010-03-10T15:28:00.004+08:00

video.
the car. WPQ 86
the humans. HWK , MJ , KM

i love them.

i love him.

love,
joanna.

baby !

2010-03-09T16:33:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY BABY !

omg omg =D
gimme that gimme that xD

love,
joanna

oh ha !

2010-03-04T15:22:00.003+08:00

my baby jii kayy he coupled !
gao gao des eh =D

joanna is still in a happy condition, no worries ya !

love,
joanna

2010-02-27T11:59:00.002+08:00

'she gave me all the things i want
made me love her so much.'

dont say that you love her if you told me this.

i'm sure you'll regret one day =)
and i'll smile at you and walk away.

you knew that this is for you right ?
yea you knew it boy.

joanna

A.B.C.D.E.F !

2010-02-26T14:24:00.002+08:00

okay
i dont know whats happening there.

btw !
i dont wanna care anymore !
what the heck.
i cant be patient to you anymore !

once again and again you did that.
sorry that im so frust.
i wont ever, i promise i wont ever care bout it again.

is enough.
i should cut it of !
damn !

just do it !
go ahead.

for you.

2010-02-21T15:21:00.004+08:00

something happened..
sorry to say that but i cant make it...

i know you saw this..
just let it be kay ?

joanna.

weeheee~

2010-02-20T18:04:00.002+08:00

i know you love me.

and so..

i love you too ! =D

something can be stepped over but something cant.
Jung and Kim.. Yun and Je.. Ho and Jung..

cant let it go.. =)

love,
joanna

sons and daughters.

2010-02-20T18:01:00.002+08:00

m.a.x.w.e.l.l

x.a.v.i.e.r

v.a.n.e.s.s.a

v.a.l.e.n.c.i.a

2010-02-16T11:11:00.005+08:00

w.a.n.n.a

h.a.n.g

o.u.t !!

oh gosh o.O

genre's of music.

2010-02-15T19:55:00.001+08:00

can anyone tell me whats the difference of

TRANCE and TECHNO ?!

oh gosh ! o.O

i love you.

2010-02-13T11:49:00.003+08:00

just found that,
lots of connections between me and you.

not just only from the 1st time we talk
but the 1st time we met at there.

30th NOV 2008

until now
and will keep going on.

i know,
although we dint met at that place
we'll meet at another place.

because that's God's plan,
I'LL MEET YOU NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE.
=)

we done lots of stuffs together,
we spent our time together,
we laughed together,
we joked together,
we had fun together,
and ETC.

=D

dont wanna lose the relationship with you,
just keep continue and continue.

thats one of my wish
=P

LOVE meant lots,
and you know whats my love meant to you
=D

i love you.

love,
joanna

oh yeah~

2010-02-12T11:56:00.003+08:00

laaaaalaaaalaaaa
dont know whats happening =D
just feel happy today
and i want this feeling continue all along the days..
Amen !

{ i want you to know, you belong in my life
i love the hope, i see in your eyes
for you i would fly, at least i would try
for you i'll take, the last flight out }

im listening this song right now
is sweet for me
sing it to me la baby =D

not a word can describe our relationship
and i know is pointless to describe it
just wanna say
i'll always be with you, i wont leave you there alone.

lots of images flying in my mind now
this article meant to certain peoples but not just A PERSON
=P

feel very free when im with you(all)
dont wanna leave dii
forever, i want it forever =D
tell me that im not dreaming xD

im joanna
forever joanna
nothing can change me to be NOT JOANNA.
=)

yea, i love him.

love,
joanna.

2010-02-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

reformat-ed my com,
thx boy =)
really became smoother ><

my wonderful monday morning is damaged
damn frustrated..
something happened and im super scary that moment
i dosent know what means POSITIVE at that little moment
okay i know is scary
thx God im alright now =)

nothing much but just wanna say
i'll do my best to be positive !
demons cant attack me !
huuuuhaaaaaaaaa ! xD

ciaoz !

love,
joanna

2010-01-30T13:03:00.003+08:00

yeah !~!~!
im back ><
i know im always here =X

yea dont know what happen to me
damn emo and emo
tried to be positive and positive but...
is hard for me T-T

kays
and im just myself =P
lots of stuffs happen this few days
and i lazy to list it out =X

dont feel good everytime
easy to get angry and happy
mood goes up and down all the times
dont blame me =*(

im just joanna
dont aspect more from that ><
getting more and more tired but i cant rest
should move on..
is heavy you know ?! =(

got lots of pressure nowadays
has lots of stress
kay i know i should overcome it...
but, sometimes i really cant take it..

damn emo article,
give me back my positive joanna !!! =((
i want Kim JeJung ><

sorry to say that,
i dont meant to hurt you. but i did...
=((
sorry...

love,
joanna

2010-01-27T15:51:00.002+08:00

just wanna say sorry to him,
sorry i've forgot your birthday boy =(
i dont meant it..
sorry Jae...
i love you.

love,
joanna

DAMN !!

2010-01-27T15:48:00.001+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN !!!!!
FCUK !!!
DAMN FRUSTRATED !

i've been writing this article again and again !
blogspot erase and erase again.
no mood dii =(

joanna.

2010-01-15T23:57:00.004+08:00

very good. love this much.
( click the pic to enlarge it =P )

this is drawn when three of us
is falling apart =(

but things work out in the end.
JO yang cry pulak.
so Happy Ending !

i'll remember it. =)

and to shout out,
I LOVE MY FEB29 !
as the members can only have
1. TEE SUI LING
2. SERENA ADAM
3. JOANNA KOH

hahahaha =P

i know im very loyal.
i can only have....

1 darling - cecilia lau
1 girlfriend - cheryl lee
1 husband - tee sui ling
1 baby - jii kayy
1 dear - ah pu
1 laopo - xiao ying
1 baobei - WPQ 86

is enough =P

im very loyal right? right ?! right ?!!
please say right. =X

but i can have lots of buddies, family members and friends.
hahahahaha

okay,
will be lost AGAIN ! =X

do miss me ya. =)
i wont miss you.

ps.
im misssing shaun lim and kenneth choong.
=D

by doraemon !

2010-01-09T11:25:00.003+08:00

PEACE ! =)))))))

glad to say
THANK YOU.

my dear friends and buddies,
im always here.

although im missing for few days
xD

honestly speaking,
i miss you all muchieeeeee
=)

and too help to pray for the Christians in M'sia.
they're been attacked
=(

pray for the churches and Christians.
may we have peace from God
=)

we knew that He loves us !
=))

i must read Bible !
i must read Bible !
i must read Bible !

><

wuuuhaaaaa !

darl i miss you
><

love,
joanna koh.

idrly.

2010-01-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

i do really love you.
i do really miss you.

bye.

love,
joanna koh.

2009-12-26T12:47:00.003+08:00

yeah

had a very very great Christmas party yesterday.

with my buddies
enjoyed lotssssssss

and so,
something to guess here.

muahahahaha.

guess whose this ?
hehehe

cool right ?
xD

blek !

just knew him yesterday !
muahahahahaha

unexpected wei !
xD

loves all,
appreciate.

♥derek bryan gan♥
♥odilia ting shin yi♥
♥hooi weng kiat♥
♥grace kok♥
♥julian ch'ng wei shen♥
♥joanna koh see en♥

miss you
♥♥♥

joanna koh.

2009-12-22T10:02:00.001+08:00

DAMN !

.moody.

2009-12-20T22:47:00.002+08:00

had a great day with my darling cecilia

=)

waiting for tomorrow's movie.

ps.
miss you dii ><

love,
doraemon !

BLEED.

2009-12-17T20:54:00.004+08:00

i know you read this
honestly i feel sad when i got that you did that to me.
i know, i really know.
can tell me why ?
escaping ? jealousy ? or what ?!

should i think it another way ?
but there's the only way.
what respond should i give you when i meet you again ?
i'm starting to be uncomfortable to think bout you dii.

not to predict what you thinking
but...
what should i do ?
my heart bleed honestly

please,
to beg you..
not to think so negative kay ?
i knew HE meant that too..
just BFF !
remember, just BFF !
im not to get him from you.
honestly.

i treat you as one of my close friend.
love you as i love the others.
no worries, kay ?

love,
joanna

2009-12-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

as short as weng kiat ! xD

emmmm
okay im very super hyper random here
ignore me =(

nowadays
special stuffs happened everyday

and im really stunned
very stunned

but very excited too

and so and so
starting to expect those things to be happen all days

><

S.P.E.E.C.H.L.E.S.S

S.O.R.R.Y

><

joanna

Amen

2009-12-11T10:48:00.004+08:00

my drum stick ,
taken by joseph.

and yeah =)
im happy !

everyday is full of joy and happiness

thx Lord for it.

and thx so to all my buddies for
spending time together.

love,
joanna.

THANK YOU.

2009-12-03T00:32:00.002+08:00

i dont wanna forget bout today.

really loves lots
my life is pack of loves
=)

from morning till night 11.58pm
just so happy =)

i had him
i had her
i had you.

thx Lord for bringing me here.

honestly the best birthday memory so far
=)

with you, You, and YOU !

ps:

ANNA KOH !

xD

joanna, still by joanna.

CCF !

2009-11-30T21:49:00.003+08:00

okay, just let me be random xD

erm yeah !
CCF (Concerto Concert Festival) ended yesterday !
GREAT wah ~ !

gosh yesterday is successful !
i love my bandies so muchhh =)
and too my FEB 29
so the next aim will be my FEB 29 !
and D.O.F will have other plan wee~
=)

performed 5 songs yesterda with two bands
1 classical pop and 1 rock band =)
did mistake too T-T
but nevermind,
we learned from mistake right ?!
hahaha

had SUPPER + DINNER yesterday night from 11pm till 1.30am
hahahaha
went back late ! opps xD
went for Station 1 and had Chicken Chop's !
yummy~
enjoy much !
(i still owe wk a chicken chop ><)

and today morning woke up at 5.50am !
just for creating a PASSPORT and
i'd waste my whole day at pahang
DOING NOTHING !
gosh my one day just passed like this T-T

okay and thats the ending and a new beginning starts
=)
must have a plan dii
joanna go go go !

**music needs discipline.
***great job guys and girls !
****FEB 29 & D.O.F
*****appreciate all

THANKS TO GOD FOR EVERYTHING !
ALL THE GLORY TO GOD !
muackssss xD

joanna joanna joanna !
><

1Gigih =)

2009-11-25T09:34:00.001+08:00

lotsa missesss

=)

climax is

chua yao yong
lim chee yung
ho weng hung

hahahaha

xD

joanna koh.

MISSING EACH OTHER.

2009-11-22T19:52:00.004+08:00

chubby my son and me =)

today's rehearsal
great GReat GREAT !

oh gosh im inlove with a song named

MISSING EACH OTHER.

kays,
and its rearranged by our sifu
Alex Hong

xD

oh gosh is super 'chun' !

loves so much wee~

xD

======

oh ya

SOMEONE said im fooled by him

><

if u say im fooled by you

so we're fooling each other

xD

cause im fooling you also wee~

muahahahaha

xD

i very honest wan
><

you know wan lar

hahahaha xD

and very honest also

I MISS THE MEMORY SOOO MUCH !
><

========

study STudy STUDY !!

must catchup my homework wee
><

find odie and derek !
weng kiat also wah !!
><

wanna watch NEW MOON also
><

i go buy TWILIGHT 1st
><

then go his house watch
xD

oh yeah~

=)

feel that wanna LOVE HER

xD

i'll get killed !
><

muahahahahaha

joanna koh.

great 091117 =)

2009-11-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

cups !

cheryl lee

lynn yen

kar wai

lotsa loves =)

taxi >> Jusco >> TGV Cinema >> oh no !
>> Station 1 >> Chicken chop >> Hot chocolate
>> Black pepper sauce >> pictures
>> raining >> run >> bras >> photos
>> watsoons >> durex ! >> popular >> pao bing

oh yeah !

=)

ps and ps

thx thx thx very much !

super happy.

and so,
loves loves loves !

love you so much ><

keep it on !

oh yeah =)

hahahaha xD

by joanna koh

great 091115 =)

2009-11-15T22:48:00.004+08:00

hooi weng kiat

grace kok

bird

odie

derek

lots and lots more .....

=)

loves !!

ps.

i dont love corny !!

muahahahaha

xD

mcDonalds >> Logos >> Valencia >> Concerto
>> fetch back odie & derek >> bird >> Jusco
>> Tempayaki >> air hockey >> fetch back bird
>> reached my house

=)

by joanna koh !
=)

2009-11-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

last time,
i hate to be SUSPECTED.

but now,
i dont really care anymore.

because,
He knows me =)

Thx God You're here.

saw this wei?
i dont care what u think bout me.
is not a big matter dii. =)

love,
joanna. =)

2009-11-08T19:30:00.002+08:00

really wanna get this bag la ><

eh im happy again !

=)

maybe had HOLY COMMUNION today wee =)

cleanse all my sins dii
=)

last few days super emo ><

eh now im started to miss the memory again
><

recover REcover RECOVER wei ! ><

exam sucks !
gosh i havent study yet T-T

let it be let it be
><

dont JEALOUS too much girl
no benefits ! ><

so, better control your emotion ah
><

i still care bout you wan
=)

next year,
aim for drum grade 5 and spm score at least 3 A's

im still JOANNA KOH la !
dont worry
xD

CIAOZ !

by love,
joanna koh =)

2009-11-02T14:37:00.005+08:00

the KISS but not HUMAN.

higher confident,
higher responsibility.

im not joking

=)

good friend but bad boyfriend.
good friend but bad enemy.
good family but bad enemy.

is still by joanna.
=)

2009-11-01T19:07:00.003+08:00

article protected.

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/BeiBeiEnn/16263951

2009-10-27T12:11:00.003+08:00

gosh gosh gosh

so VALUABLE !

xD

======

i cooked just now !

wow

isnt it RARE ?!

hahaha

i seldom cook =)

lazy waa~

but today i cooked !

happy wee~

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yesterday JUN JIE's birthday !

wuuwaawaa~

i dint wish him

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feel bad wee~

hehe

actually im still thinking what should i
gift him ?!

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wee~

corny leaded (singing) last sunday

he sang well

=)

dint expect he could sing

=)

and his voice is nice

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better than what i'd expected

lalala

grab for another chance yea~

add oil add oil !

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saturday went ICOM for
MICHEAL JACKSON TRIBUTE

and that day is super TIRED

but worth it !

the performance is dummy great !

love it so much !

expect more after that.

eh kiat kiat,
next time bring me go again !

*shouts*

hahahaha

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i forgot to practice my drum this few days

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gosh is scary !

i should practice !

i go practice now~

hehe

wanna learn bass guitar la !

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corny corny
when nii you can give me a few of classes ?!

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*the number is specially for you
=)

i should read Bible wee ~

*exam coming ! coming ! coming !

grrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhh

by love,
joanna

2009-10-17T20:49:00.003+08:00

ahhhhhh !
im TIRED like this ><
really tired.

i ate lots today !
really lots !
cause Deepavali ma ><
eat here, eat there
really FULL la !!

and later went to SD.
like normal.
and its fun ><

later that go eat DINNER at AL-SAFA
ate NASI PATAYYA.
delicious !
=P

then jun jie fetch back !
we live near...
wahahahahahaha

and so,
he's different !
different what as i taught !
FUNNY boy !
hehehehhe

i bited my 'JONATHAN' and HOWARD today !
muahahahahaha
and is deeply bite !
fun waaaa~
hehehehehehe

will bite corny next week !
muahahahaha
cant wait for it....
whats his expression har ?!!
lalalalalala

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WHAT A WONDERFUL DAY !
OH YES !

by joanna koh !